Monday, October 25, 2010
When I Think About Why - Anonymous, Korean
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Nineteen Ancient Poems - #2 - Anonymous (Chinese)
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Places, Loved Ones - Philip Larkin
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Places, Loved Ones
This is my proper ground,
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Wild Oats
This is the fifth poem by Larkin in this anthology and it’s one that straddles my self-imposed/copied categories. One could call it an “Intimations” poem as much as a “Separations” or “Desolations” one. It really doesn’t fit neatly in any, but it belongs in this anthology precisely because it mirrors real life: sometimes it’s just impossible to categorize a relationship (or its place) in the “love relationship pantheon”. I’ve “liked” it because of how compresses the whole arc of a seven year into just a few lines, but the sparseness of details does not deter one from absolutely “getting” what it was to the writer. There is a sadness in how desultory it was or meaningful (or not) to him. He isn’t quite a cad but certainly not a noble soul. And he doesn’t seem to have learned anything from the years it took of his (and her) life, even while “reflecting” through this account of the relationship. It leaves me both sad for him and wondering how many of us have had his kind of experience.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
How Can A Pain In The Chest Be Softened - Majnun Laila
Regardless, someone wrote the group of poems about star-crossed lovers, from which comes this one. I can't vouch for the quality of the translation, but given that these poems began in folklore, the vernacular tone is not surprising. No matter: the ache of the longing cuts through the centuries and the language barrier. The last two lines resonate to the point where, if I were a bridge, they would be an army of words marching across with such force and cadence that I would collapse.
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How Can A Pain In The Chest Be Softened?
How can a pain in the chest be softened?
The darts of death are closer than your hands.
Too much loss; too much want; absence. I tremble,
You can’t come to me, I can’t come to you.
Our love is a small bird tied by a child,
The bird sips the lake of death and the boy
Goes on with his game. He doesn’t have the sense
To feel the bird’s pain: and the wings can’t fly.
I know a thousand roads, a thousand places,
But without a heart there is nowhere to go.
Majnun Laila ( ? -682) Arab
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Love - Philip Larkin
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Love
The difficult part of love
Is being selfish enough,
Is having the blind persistence
To upset an existence
Just for your own sake.
What cheek it must take.
And then the unselfish side –
How can you be satisfied,
Putting someone else first
so that you come off worst?
My life is for me.
As well ignore gravity.
Still, vicious or virtuous,
Love suits most of us.
Only the bleeder found
Selfish this wrong way round
Is ever wholly rebuffed,
And he can get stuffed.
Philip Larkin
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
"Love, we must part now"
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“Love, we must part now”
Love, we must part now: do not let it be
Calamitous and bitter. In the past
There has been too much moonlight and self-pity:
Let us have done with it: for now at last
Never has sun more boldly paced the sky,
Never were hearts more eager to be free,
To kick down worlds, lash forests; you and I
No longer hold them; we are husks, that see
The grain going forward to a different use.
There is regret. Always, there is regret.
But it is better that our lives unloose,
As two tall ships, wind-mastered, wet with light,
Break from an estuary with their courses set,
And waving part, and waving drop from sight.
Philip Larkin - English
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Me To You - Alastair Reid
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Summer’s gone brown, and, with it,
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Song - Stephen Spender
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Stranger, you who hide my love
Friday, May 21, 2010
Modes of Pleasure, II - Thom Gunn
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Modes of Pleasure II
Modes of Pleasure
New face, strange face, for my unrest.
I hunt our look, and lust marks time
Dark in his doubtful uniform,
Preparing once more for the test.
You do not know you are observed:
Apart, contained, you wait on chance,
Or seem to, till your callous glance
Meets mine, as callous and reserved.
And as it does we recognize
That sharing an anticipation
Amounts to a collaboration –
A warm game for a warmer prize.
Yet when I’ve had you once or twice
I may not want you any more:
A single night is plenty for
Every magnanimous device.
Why should that matter? Why pretend
Love must accompany erection?
This is a momentary affection,
A curiosity bound to end,
Which as good-humoured muscle may
Against the muscle try its strength
- Exhausted into sleep at length –
And will not last long into day.
Thom Gunn - American
Friday, May 14, 2010
Paris - My Troy - Harrison Tao
I am breaking it again, but for a good reason: to illustrate the comments about yesterday's poem by Wing Tek Lum. The two poems (his and mine) follow the same idea: short snapshots along a relationship time-line. Once you read both, you will see why his is the superior. (Seeing that difference is important IF you care about knowing what makes one poem "better" than another.) As for emotional "effectiveness", reading this poem is picking at my scar: reading his poem is picking at his scar.... Even now, at this distance in Time, reading mine is difficult as it reanimates a "me" and a state of feeling that is now a bittersweet memory. This was my first published poem (1995).
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Paris – my Troy
for Helen
I
Lunch at Odeon, all a blur,
but not you ascending the stairs as if on air,
smile rounding to the balcony table:
afterwards so absorbed
my gouramis unfed for days.
II
On a bench at the Air and Space,
Brancusi’s Kiss for a template,
my skin singing from your embrace,
the watchers in the IMAX crowd
edging closer to thaw themselves.
III
Marie’s “Zee rroom is not rrehdee!”
casting us out to wander
those early hours in Paris,
but it led to that first café,
bread, cheese, and a walk on a quai.
January dusk on the Petit Pont,
gloveless hands cradling the Nikon,
my breath condensing on cold metal,
Notre Dame and you on the film inside:
the one serene, the other…hair redder than the sky.
The fish restaurant and that Gauloise
close enough to ashen your face:
we swore to be ready next time and bought
cheap cigars at a tabac shop,
talisman and revenge against foul Gauls.
Night and the Champs Elysee,
café sitters watching our play:
you asking me not to ask you
to marry me, and I not listening,
on one knee the next day at the d’Orsay.
IV
Last week, your moss-green coat
with folds in back like angels’ wings
strobed past on another woman:
my mid-speech words crickets
suddenly silenced,
even by a counterfeit.
Your slightest displacement of the air
shatters my peace one, ten, any thousand li away:
the least alteration in your heartbeat
resonates through all matter to vex mine.
You said: “I love you” first.
Harrison Tao - Chinese-American
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Untitled (You Did Say...) - Marilyn Hacker
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Untitled
You did say, need me less and I'll want you more.I'm still shell-shocked at needing anyone, used to being used to it on my own. It won't be me out on the tiles till four-thirty, while you're in bed, willing the door open with your need. You wanted her then, more. Because you need to, I woke alone in what's not yet our room, strewn, though, with your guitar, shoes, notebook, socks, trousers enjambed with mine. Half the world was sleeping it off in every other bed under my roof. I wish I had a roof over my bed to pull down on my head when I feel damned by wanting you so much it looks like need. Marilyn Hacker - American
Friday, April 16, 2010
Somewhere In A Turret - Marilyn Hacker
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Somewhere in a turret in time,
Marilyn Hacker - American
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Sonnet on Separation - Vinicius de Moraes
Vinicius lived large, married eight times (tying Mickey Rooney and Larry King!), wrote beautiful, beautiful poems that celebrated and embodied everything Brazilian, especially the embracing equally of life's joys and tribulations. One of his plays became the movie "Black Orpheus", which, in 1959, hit the trifecta, winning the Oscar for Best Foreign Picture here and the equivalent awards in France and England. (It's a MUST see, for the music and dancing alone!) Perhaps his best known work worldwide are the lyrics to "The Girl From Ipanema". Coincidentally, I was in Rio, on my first trip back to Brazil since leaving for America as a teenager, when he died in July 1980. I remember seeing people in the hotel bar and club dancing to his songs while crying at the same. I chose this poem because it encompasses that duality of living/loving fully while accepting how quickly it can change. (If you click on his name at the end of the poem, it will take you to a site where you can both read more about him and hear some of the songs he wrote.)
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Sonnet on Separation
translated from Portuguese by Ashley Brown
Suddenly laughter became sobbing
Silent and white like the mist
And united mouths became foam
And upturned hands became astonished.
Suddenly the calm became the wind
That extinguished the last flame in the eyes
And passion became foreboding
And the still moment became drama.
Suddenly, no more than suddenly
He who’d become a lover became sad
And he who’d become content became lonely
The near became the distant friend
Life became a vagrant venture
Suddenly, no more than suddenly.
Vinicius de Moraes - Brazilian
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Once a Great Love - Y. Amichai
The first time I read this poem was just before a great love. It had light, but little heat: I had no reference point. The second time, its heat was unbearable: not enough years had passed after my life was cut in two. Even now, before reading it, I gird myself first, like a furnace-worker putting on an asbestos suit.
Note: This translation from Hebrew is noteworthy because Amichai worked with Ted Hughes, the English poet, who will forever be better-known as having been Sylvia Plath's husband than for his own writing....
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Once a Great Love
Once a great love cut my life in two.
The first part goes on twisting
at some other place like a snake cut in two.
The passing years have calmed me
and brought healing to my heart and rest to my eyes.
And I’m like someone standing in
the Judean desert, looking at a sign:
“Sea Level.”
He cannot see the sea, but he knows.
Thus I remember your face everywhere
at your “face level.”
Yehuda Amichai - Israeli
Monday, April 5, 2010
from Scarlet Beads - Wen Yiduo
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We are one body!
Our union
Is as round and perfect as the globe.
But you are the Eastern hemisphere,
And I the Western,
The tears that we ourselves have shed
Made this vast Pacific,
Cutting us in two.
*
I send these poems to you,
Even if you do not know all the words,
It doesn’t matter.
With your fingers you can
Gently caress them,
Like a doctor feeling a patient’s pulse,
Perhaps you can detect in
Their excited pulsations
The same rhythm as your own heart-beats.
*
Do you understand?
We are a pair of red candles
Shining on a wedding feast for guests;
We stand at opposite corners
Of the table,
Quietly burning away our lives,
Companions to their pleasure.
When they have eaten,
Our lives will have burnt away.
Wen Yiduo - Chinese
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Quick and Bitter - A. Amichai
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Quick and Bitter
transl. from Hebrew by Guttman
The end was quick and bitter.
Slow and sweet was the time between us,
slow and sweet were the nights
when my hands did not touch one another in despair
but in the love of your body
which came between them.
And when I entered into you
it seemed then that great happiness
could be measured with the precision
of sharp pain. Quick and bitter.
Slow and sweet were the nights.
Now is bitter and grinding as sand –
“Let’s be sensible” and similar curses.
And as we stray further from love
we multiply the words,
words and sentences so long and orderly.
Had me remained together
we could have become a silence.
Yehuda Amichai - Israeli
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Variations - A. Gregor
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Variations
1.
Everything alive is sensitive.
You are off with someone else
looking at autumn leaves.
The musical key this stirs in me
comes from
helplessness, acceptance, rage –
like you, like your new love, or friend,
a body
for feelings
the inevitable conflict brings.
2.
Imagine fireworks from barges,
royal outings along the Thames,
plumes, ruffles, modes of
eighteenth-century elegance, or
other characteristics of an age.
Time intrudes. Black clouds
rifting in moonlight. A cry
no one utters, no one hears
rips the night –
conflict playing on
the dreamer as though
being
were a musical instrument.
3.
Everything alive is sensitive.
If not a phoenix, a dove,
(all right, a pigeon) lifts from
the fire of autumn leaves,
driven out of summer’s death
in response to what
no one can hear or guess.
The very air vibrates
colors of fire and of fur
suggesting
something somewhere is astir –
4.
more than my pain
caused by you
who do not mean to harm.
Needs often interact.
Not what the mind can grasp
but what is secret in us
determines what we do.
The fire has shifted far into
the sky, a single leaf
ablaze like a cry
floats toward the bank
where in the early dark-
as though
still waiting for a boat –
the human figure stands.
Arthur Gregor - American
Sunday, March 28, 2010
it may not always be so - e.e. cummings
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it may not always be so
it may not always be so; and i say
that if your lips, which i have loved, should touch
another's, and your dear strong fingers clutch
his heart, as mine in time not far away;
if on another's face your sweet hair lay
in such a silence as i know, or such
great writhing words as, uttering overmuch,
stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;
if this should be, i say if this should be --
you of my heart, send me a little word;
that i may go unto him, and take his hands,
saying, Accept all happiness from me.
Then shall i turn my face, and hear one bird
sing terribly afar in the lost lands.
e.e. cummings - American
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Lovers - S. Dunn
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Lovers
To keep the one you want
dig up a footprint of hers
and put it in a flowerpot.
Then plant a marigold, the flower
that doesn’t fade.
And love her.
If she’s distant now
it’s for a reason beyond control.
So don’t tamper with the impressions
left by her body when
for the last time
she leaves your bed.
Just smooth them out and forget her.
Who is not vulnerable
to a stronger magic (the
broken glass, the bullets
in a yawn),
the terrible power of the one less in love.
Stephen Dunn - American (desolation)

